Wednesday, May 31, 2017

Conclusion

I finally had the closing I waited for so many years. It came to me when I honestly was not thinking about it anymore, but it couldn't be a better time.

Just when my boyfriend asked me to marry him, when I really felt like I already turned the page of J in my life, now that I am living a whole new chapter that will continue the story I'm living right now, then, the moment I longed for so many years, finally came.

It is funny to realize how the things have changed. Some years ago I felt like I really needed an encounter to close that chapter, but after a couple of hours it seemed to me there was nothing left to talk about and that everything was already said and done. No more feelings left... just good memories.

It was a good talk. I was able to ask my questions and solve my doubts. We both are fine. We both found love and we both have a family. I'm happy for him. I really am. But I am also glad this closing came on a time I am also happy with my life and sure about my relationship.

Oh God! How things have changed! Everything except, maybe, one thing: the strong hugs he uses to give. Hard to forget such a thing...

At the end of the meeting I came back with one video song in my mind: Cool, from Gwen Stefani. I share the link below. 

As the song says: after all that we've been through I know we are cool :)