Flushing away the past

I had a strange dream a couple of nights ago... I dreamt of him, I had an aquarius and I had to change the water, but something went wrong... the water disappeared misteriously, I spilled on some fruit juice on the aquarius and finally the fish died...

I had no idea, at the beginning what kind of dream was that... what did it mean...

Now I think it means my love is dissappearing. Something is flushing it away, the same way it is happening with the water of the aquarius in my dream...

My fish died... all of them... maybe that means I know what we had is already death...

And now... there's nothing more to do than flush away what's left behind -no more future... no more present... and the past is left behind...

They are coming!!!

The best rock band ever has reunited and they are coming to Mexico on December!

New Kids on the Block

I can't wait to see them...

:D:D:D

Too late...

I guess I lost 2 years ago but still I did it all this time, trying to reach you. Now I know I'll never will. At least I tried, with all my heart and my will, I tried. It is a hard lesson and a story to tell now... there's nothing more to do, or to say. It's all done now... May God bless you and take care of you.
Love always,
a girl once called "mexican princess"

So close, again...

Just a few days away... just a few days and a second chance to sleep with the smell of your skin :)

It's all coming back :D

I finally got it. And now I'm doing what I should have done first. I'm going to see him again. I'll travel to Bogota in September. And it's a fact. A fact that changed everything.
"Phoenix", he called me. And that's how I feel...
Life is growing back from the ashes, stronger than before :D
And the dreams are also back... :)

PS: The law of attraction... it really works ;)

The Secret

Many people have been telling me to watch this movie.

I had it for years, because a friend gave it to me as a present, but still, I didn't gave myself enough time to watch it until last sunday.

It helped me to understand a lot... in fact, I was a little afraid it would be some kind of driver to make me doubt of my faith.

Instead, it enforced the strenght of my beliefs.

I now understand I am the kind of believer who needs something more than empty words to believe... I need reasons, I need science, and then, the faith will fill up the blanks and lift me up to the next level.

I really believe now I can get whatever I want in life, and that my life is meant to be so much more than it is today.

The secret? Believe that everything you think, will come to you...

And the Bible says so, I'm not driving away from it. So, I will now attach to the Bible's promises, with a renewed faith and hope :)

Lost and found

This is how I'been feeling lately.

They say that sometimes you have to get lost to find yourself...

Well, I did.

The road to Mandalay

Save me from drowning in the sea
Beat me up on the beach
What a lovely holiday, there's nothing funny left to say.

This sombre song would drain the sun
But it won't shine until it's sung
No water running in the stream
The saddest place we've ever been

Everything I touched was golden
Everything I loved got broken on the road to Mandalay
Every mistake I've ever made has been rehashed and then replayed
as I got lost along the way...

There's nothing left for you to give
The truth is all that you're left with
Twenty paces then at dawn we will die and be reborn

I like to sleep beneath the trees
Have the universe at one with me
Look down the barrel of a gun and feel the moon replace the sun

Everything we've ever stolen has been lost returned or broken
No more dragons left to slay
Every mistake I've ever made has been rehashed and then replayed
as I got lost along the way

Save me from drowning in the sea
Beat me up on the beach
What a lovely holiday...
There's nothing funny left to say

Back...

What is left to say?

A life so changed in so few months, I still don't get it...

Everything I got is lost, returned or broken... all I kept is my will to write.

So I'm back.

After all, words are the only thing left for me...