The death of my last hope

Yesterday I shot the last hope. It was agonizing on the floor, waiting for him to kill it. I knew he wouldn't do anything for my birthday, but my hope expected him to do something.
Well, two days after, there were no calls, no e-mails... not even a word when I found him on the chat last night. A year ago, he called me to my cell phone. This year, his silence finally killed my expectations.
It's already death. No more. It's over. And this time, it's for true. Let's close the book and keep it on the shelf of my memories.
Well, it was good while it lasted, and that's why it was so hard to let it go... Now, there's nothing more to do, but bury my sorrow and my pityfull hope.

Still here

I've been absent for a while and I guess it will take me some more days to come back and write some stuff. I am fine, and that's what you need to know. Thanks God I've had a lot of work, and it has kept me busy, which, by the way, has kept my mind busy also...
It has become even a best therapy than writting... and I'm glad about it. So, don't worry...
I'll be back
Hahahahahahaha

Back to the good times

Sometimes I forget the bad things. But today I'm not worried about it. It is not that I am trying to forget the pain that your distance brings to my heart. It is that now, when it finally comes to its end, I am looking for the good memories to keep in my heart, so when I look back I will remember you as the guy I met in Merida.
I will keep your smiles, your looks, your smell, your voice, the sound of your laugh, your footsteps and the touch of your skin. I will remember the good times, when you used to write me, to send SMS to me, to wait for me on the chat. Then, it will be a nice memory.
They say that when somebody dies, it is better to forget the bad things and remember the good ones. Well, J isn't dead, and I hope that he'll live for a long time and have a great life, but my feelings are dying, and whatever we had is already dead.
So, for the good times, I'll go back to the days when everything I had was your smile on my head...