Quiet and shout out loud

I can't help it. I miss him. Tomorrow is his birthday and I wont be there with him. I know he'll be in town these days, before traveling to SouthAfrica next saturday... but I don't think he will call me... and I wont call him either.
However... I can't stop thinking of him. And even when I know it is better to keep things this way, deep inside I wish to see him once again...

Restless

I wish he was here. I really miss him. I know he is around but I also know he´s got his time doing some other stuff. I was so angry the last time we spoke I seriusly doubt he will ever try to speak to me. And I wont try to do it either. But I still miss him... and, at times, I really hope he was near again...