My will is leaving me again... I don't know when or how he got that power over me... but after some words my anger is gone and now I am calmed and wishing to see him again this week.
I know... I'm insane... but this is it: I really like him a lot and sometimes I feel like it is worthy to wait for him, ´cause the times we spent together lift me up to the clouds and beyond.
Yes... I'm fucked up. Although I don't wanna recognize it yet, I might be falling in love with him so deep I can stand the blue and gray days without him, just to enjoy the bright days together...
What I've critiziced before, I am doing now... bad, terribly bad, I know.
But still... I wanna be with him... am I crazy?
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