Today I will talk to him to gat things clear. I just don't understand how he can be so tender and romantic, and then turn away and disappear for weeks. If he weren't important to me, I wouldn't mind... but the truth is, I do like him, a lot.
I am nervous. I don't know if this talk will be the end or the beginning for something, but I got this feeling it might be the end of what we have right now.
To be clear, I don't wanna end it. But I don't wanna end up loving on my own again. I'm not a coward. If I get to know he likes me as much as I do, I would certainly take the risks to fall all the way down just to find out if this is gonna work. But knowing that he is not that into me, then it's no worthy to take all that risk. I would end up broken hearted for nothing.
So... here I go. Gonna find out what's going on here... if there is something going on...
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