I'm beginning to think something's wrong with me. I just tried to be with someone... but then he had to go, I didn't feel satisfied and now I'm all alone again, sitting in front of my computer.
I hate to think that lately the most pleasant experiences I've had, have been alone or via Web... this is terrible. I don't know if I will ever see you, and I can't go on like this. I have to get real.
There are some guys here but I don´t like most of them. And then, when I finally decide to be with someone, it just doesn't work. That's why I rather play alone, but in the end, I still need a body to hug and some lips to kiss.
And then again, right now there's no one here I want to be with. Yes, there are this guys I can just have sex with, but sometimes I would like someone I could also talk to. Hard, ah?
I want no commitment. I need sex. But I also want someone I can have some fun with, who is not boring, and satisfy me. I don't want a boyfriend but I don't want just sex... moreover if it doesn't satify me.
I know things could be easier if I wasn't like me: if I could really separate my emotions and my needs...
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