Reality strikes back

I am now back again in my city, with my people and my kid. Once again with the daily home issues and the sound of her non-stopping voice, struggling to gain some space in my head, for my mind is still at Colombia, thinking of him.
Somehow, although I know it didn't work out, I miss him a lot.
Anyway, it's not something I can't deal with. I'm used to it. I know how to swim in the blue lagoon and get to the shore, hurted, but safe.
Goodbye, my love. You'll always be in my heart, but I gotta move on...

"Your heart is not open, so I must go. This spell has been broken, I loved you so. Freedom comes when you learn to let go, creation comes when you learn to say no. You were my lesson I had to learn. I was your fortress you had to burn. Pain is a warning that somethings is wrong. I pray to God that it won't take long. I wanna go higher...
There's nothing left to try, there's no place left to hide. There's no greater power than the power of goodbye.
Your heart is not open, so I must go. This spell has been broken, I loved you so. You were my lesson I had to learn. I was your fortress...
There's nothing left to loose. There's no more heart to bruise. There's no greater power than the power of goodbye.
Learn to say goodbye. I learned to say goodbye.
There's nothing left to try, there's no place left to hide. There's no greater power than the power of goodbye. There's nothing left to loose. There's no more heart to bruise. There's no greater power than the power of goodbye."

(The power of goodbye, Madonna)